It is getting close to midnight here and I would just like to say Welcome! I have made one blog already but that is just a sneak peek into what this blog is going to be about. My life! My life is far from unicorns and rainbows. I am a human living with anxiety and … Continue reading Welcome to my life!
You have heard the song every storm runs out of rain. Some days I feel like the storm continues and doesn’t seem to be going away. I had a rough week last week with emotions all over the place. I would be ok during the day and just a mess at night. The tears seemed … Continue reading The storm
Gag. This is a Hallmark holiday that everyone feels the need to be with someone. I live with my ex and this day was pretty hard on me. He took the best parts of me and crushed them. My view on life has completely changed because of him and I have always been one to … Continue reading Valentines day
Everyone always says time heals all wounds. You can always forgive but do you ever really forget? For me the forgetting comes way more easy then the forgiving. I can forget the things that happened but I can’t always forgive them. I can’t forgive that he went and got married because that was supposed to … Continue reading Time heals
It’s cold outside this hotel room. White stuff everywhere, I don’t remember the last time I have seen snow and took a big breath of that fresh cool air. My husky is in love with the snow, bouncing and playing. I was hesitant to leave my house. I have not gotten out much in the … Continue reading Getting away.
Dear mom I thought I would have, I am sorry I lost you. I am sorry you never took the time to reach out and hear my side. I am sorry if right now you are thinking you failed in being a mother to your child. You were amazing to me. In the short time … Continue reading Open letter to his mom.
I didn't sleep well last night and I tossed and turned all night thinking of ways to remove my son and I from our insane situation. I can't wrap my head around the fact the someone in a relationship continues to live with their ex. It has become a controlling game for him. I am … Continue reading Insane
Staying positive is all that I have right now. I remind myself what is coming in the next couple of months. I am returning home to my family and friends that love me. I need to constantly remind myself daily that everything is getting better. There are times like now that I want to fall … Continue reading Disrespect