I Can’t

I can’t do this anymore.

I can’t take the

  1. Pain
  2. Loss
  3. Fear
  4. Confusion
  5. Unanswered questions
  6. The unknown
  7. Loneliness
  8. Sadness
  9. Need to worry about you
  10. Unknown of what was real and what wasn’t

Why did you do this to me? I didn’t deserve it.

Why can’t I just continue on with the good days?

Why do I fail and want so badly for you to check in and see how I am?

Why am I so attached to someone who just left like it was nothing?

Why are you trying to be better now?

So many whys and so many unanswered.

I know there are so many people in this world. I talk to so many people all over the world but why do I always come back to you? When are you going to leave my mind?

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