Today we went to a friends little girls birthday party and my son and I had the best carefree time. We played games and rode the rides. Jaydee looked at me and said “mom remember when we went to Dave and Busters?” I said yea buddy I do. He said “mom I miss him”. I said I know buddy I know and that is ok to feel and if you ever want to talk about it you know I am always here. He said ” Thanks mom it will be ok”.
It breaks my heart to see him so hurt by two men in his life at such a young age. I wish I would have protected him better. I wish I would have had it just be us and not subject him to more pain then he was already feeling.
As a parent you never know what is going to happen but you try your absolute best. You work hard each day to protect them only to sometimes cause the pain.
Tonight we are over at a family’s house playing darts while the boys watch movies. I enjoy having my time back with my family. I do miss the little family but I am getting better each and every day.
Just remember ladies God will never send you someone else’s boyfriend or husband 😂
Bring positive people into your life and life will become even more positive for you ❤️❤️