I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas-
I have been confused, tired, lonely and sad. I don’t know why. I need to move my mind back to the way it was. I used to be so happy. I wish there was a treatment that allows you to forget parts of your life. Where you could choose what you keep and what you lose.
Everyone tells me what I should do. Everyone has a answer of how I should continue on with my life but not one of them puts themselves in my shoes. I hear the same thing from every person but in my heart I know it isn’t true, or is it that I don’t want to believe it. Am I just protecting myself from more trauma?
Everyone has an opinion. 99% of it is the same way, why don’t I see it the way they do?
Time will tell where my life is going but what if I don’t want to wait?
I hope everyone is doing great!