It hasn’t even been 24 hours and already think I am arguing? Why continue to talk? What is the point anymore is like a never ending circle that can’t be broken. It’s like they need to fight, to take everything out on someone.
I sit here and think about everything over and over again. I don’t want the added stress. I changed a lot this last month but it’s like a set back instantly. Like I’m walking on egg shells on what I say. Are they going to think I’m arguing anytime I say something.
It’s like they have this view of me being this unhappy miserable person that just wants to fight when in reality I’m not at all. Or maybe they need to have this view to continue to justify everything to themselves.
It’s overwhelming to constantly hear I don’t want to argue when In fact it is never my intention. I don’t know what to do anymore or where I am going to go from here.
It’s time to make a choice and finally stick with it. Will it be worth it?
I hope everyone has a less confusing Monday then I did ❤️