With everything going on we have switched our airport to a one closer home. Schools here have closed down so we decided to change dates of our vacation and make it a little longer.
They have since cancelled the air show and spring training. I still will be able to have my meeting/interview with some of the personnel from the base. They have agreed to meet off base. As of now one person I most wanted to talk to is unsure if they will make it but I am sure hoping so.
My poor pup has been acting out lately and I don’t know if it’s because he senses my uneasy mind and feelings this past week or if he is just getting into his terrible twos. I’m working through each day but I’m not okay. It’s like being slapped in the face all over again for the millionth time. How do you do it? How do you just stop talking to someone? Not respond to messages or say what is going on. How do people do that? Can it be taught?
It has been a crazy week. I have been cleaning like crazy because I can’t stand going on a vacation with a dirty house. With the schools closing for the next three weeks the last thing I want to do is come home to a dirty house.
The number one thing I learned this week is I need to find a backbone, to stand up for myself, speak up and say everything inside that is dying to get out. I need to not allow people to walk over me, use me or disrespect me. That is my sole goal to work on and I am hoping my trip to Arizona helps with it.
I hope everyone stays happy and healthy 🤍