I have been having a rough couple of days. Today my amazing friend who is a cop in town stopped by while on shift and brought me flowers.
He has been there for me. We went through the prison academy together back in 2012. He has been my rock in a lot of things lately. He keeps me sane and in check.
My anxiety has been pretty bad the last few days just with everything going on and being back to work like normal. I feel like I have so much to do just not sure where to start.
It still gets to me and I’m not sure why I let it that Skyler just out of the blue stopped talking to me. I should be used to it when out of the blue he left our family. Out of the blue he got married and continued to act sometimes like nothing was wrong.
I shouldn’t let it get to me but it does. Also if you are reading this or someone knows him CALL COSTCO AND FIX THE MEMBERSHIP!
This will settle in my mind as time goes on as they have been. I have children to raise and a dog to take of.
I am battling my anxiety one day at a time and everyday I remind myself I am better then them day in and day out.
I hope everyone is happy and healthy 🤍