This is hands down my favorite time of the year. While I’m normally with my family this year was a little different.
I spent the weekend camping with some of the greatest people that have become family. My sister and brother in law. While I have been pretty tired lately- being a parent to boys will do that to you, I still had a really great time.
Sometimes people come out of no where and make you one day at a time understand your worth.
Happiness is something I haven’t felt in a very long time but recently I am finding it again. I am a damn good mother to my boys and no matter what they always come first but I am starting to find my happiness.
This year is one for remembering. Each new amazing memory replaces one memory that was hell for me and in time I will hopefully no longer think of Skyler and will no longer feel the destroyed ache feeling I feel in my heart.
I’ll always remember the way I was treated and how I am worth so much more then the pain he gave me. I always say I will always continue to be the better person. He will live with the thoughts of hurting three individuals, he will live with the secrets he made after his wedding and he will live with the karma.
From here on out I will continue to find my happiness and never ever go back to the way he made me feel.
I hope everyone had an amazing 4th of July as I did ❤️🤍💙